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what do you do... I have made some poor choices in my life. Nothing like this one idiot.. I have spent many years of my life chasing after this one idiot until i finally gave into sense and just told him to fuck off. He used me. Never complimented me..ever, never treated me how I should've been treated.. I was just there for when he needed some action..worst of all i knew it all along..and i let him do that to me. Finally after a while of hiding under a rock..i decided to search for something new..at this point..I knew what i wanted... ..when i finally found him..he was exactly what i wanted from a guy. he treated me great. gave as much enthusiasm as i did. Was a gentleman. He kissed me so gently, and held me tight, almost never wanting to let go of me. I thought wow... for a while now, this is all i ever wanted, this is all i ever needed. I had given my heart this last chance and gave in. All that disappeared a couple of weeks later. He played me and he used me. I dont know if it's just me to blame anymore. Before i let it happen. This time...!!!!!!! what do you do now? after so much hurting..to come out and give your heart to someone after not being able to, you..you come out with this bullshit and rip my heart out with your bear hands? what do i do now? heart you have failed me. Current Mood: numb Current Music: lykke li- possibility
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