"Felicite is canadian for beautiful"

I'm confused. I should be happy. Nothing has really given me that much of a reason to be sad. It's one of my favorite times of the year. It's been cold, dark, and even raining the past few days. Normally i would feel comfortable and happy with things, but right now I'm not. I'm tired, and confused.

They say what dosent kill us makes us who we are /lesigh.

I, I still remember
How you looked that afternoon
There was only you

You said it's just like a full moon
Blood beats faster in our veins
We left our trousers by the canal
And our fingers, they almost touched

You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?
And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie
I'dve gone wherever you wanted

And on that teachers' training day
We wrote our names on every train
Laughed at the people off to work
So monochrome and so lukewarm

And I can see our days are becoming nights
I could feel your heartbeat across the grass
We should have run
I would go with you anywhere
I should have kissed you by the water

You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?
And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie
I'dve let you if you asked me

I still remember

If your right hand is causing you pain
Cut it off, cut it off
If your colours have started to run
Let them all run, run away from you

There is lightning in this room
Above our heads, waiting to strike
I'm a thinker not a talker
Put your faith, your faith in God

We were hoping for some romance
All we found was more despair
We must talk about our problems
We are in a state of flux

I'd kill for an adventure
Just you and I, in the ?
Dancing till we knew
So all that we've learnt disappears

When you shouted at me
I saw my father in the second grade
Concerned and kind
Yet unable to reach me

We were hoping for some romance...

(State of flux)

We need to talk

We were hoping for some romance...

when said silently and slowly , "olive juice" looks alot like "i love you".

Two days and I've not slept a wink
these thoughts that I've been thinking
This is the mark I aim to miss
(again)

You toss and turn, I lye awake
Who knows what I've been drinking
Another cheap meaningless kiss
(to give)

From the beginning
Dove down, and lost with all his charm
Just wanna wake up
Wake up in someone's...

I just wanna wake up...

Six days and I can see the same
Brown eyes in this reflection
Is this the man you say I’ll be?
(become)

You toss and turn, I lye awake
Into the sand were sinking
Holding us back from breathing free
(under)

From the beginning
Dove down, and lost all his charm
Just wanna wake up
Wake up in someone's...

I just wanna wake up...

More than words, keep to yourself
Like the curse, fare thee well

One-man game, one truth to tell
All this blame, hammers your way to hell

I've got a feeling
It's not the safest place to start
This heavy breathing
It seems we’re better off breaking hearts
And the beginning
Dove down and lost all his charm
Just wanna wake up
Wake up in someone's...

I just wanna wake up
In someone else's arms

i feel fucking empty.

All I can say is if i didn't wake up tomorrow, or the day after that, i wouldn't be upset.

Current Music: bad religion